Special Section XIII Iscariot

Kai+TV+tired=

2009-12-21T00:45:54Z

United Way makes kids pull their skin off?
Oh yes. I like watching TV with Kai.

What?!

2009-12-17T18:08:17Z

Sex can help prevent migraines.

For ani_bester, a Bucky/Toro fic, and a Winter Soldier one

2009-12-16T20:44:26Z

I give you two presents, mostly because the Winter Soldier one feels like cheating. Since I'm not a fan of plagiarizing things, the dialog comes from Captain America comics and Ed Brubaker wrote it. If I had I'd already have pulled out the lost in time story line and had all of the Invaders fight dinosaurs and then Sentinels.

Springtime

"Go ahead, shoot me." The American knelt on the ground, his shield tossed aside. He was infuriating, his earnest eyes pleading but for what the man across from him couldn't tell. Certainly it was not death. "If you truly don't know me... then just do it."
His hand shook, the gun twitching, the clicking of it's parts suddenly deafening. The room felt too large and yet too small, constricting and enormous simultaneously. Here he was across from his worst enemy who was kneeling on the ground waiting to be shot and he was having trouble pulling the trigger.
"Steve! NO!" The blonde agent screamed. It was dull, practically a whisper beneath the roar of the gun's report.
The bullet seemed to travel in slow motion, it's target dodging effortlessly as he loosed the shield. It flew forth, striking both the man and the package he carried. It clattered open spilling its contents, a single glowing cube. "Dodged my- hey! No!"
The world was still for what felt like forever. The American held up the cube and the Winter Soldier braced himself for his imminent death.. He had lost and he deserved it for being so careless.
"Remember who you are." The words ripped through his mind, a cascade of images flooding him. Bucky realized what he had been thinking and what he had done.\
He screamed.

FIN

And now for something completely different, some Bucky/Toro. This takes place during the war so there are of course anti-gay ideas present. I don't endorse these ideas. PG-13 I guess. There is kissing.

What if

The sleeping form shifted under the blankets as Bucky slipped into the room through the window. He smiled and closed it behind him.
"Toro?" He spoke quietly from across the room. The last thing he wanted was to startle his friend especially when his first reaction would be to yelp and ignite in a blaze of fire. There was no response.
"Toro?" He tried again, this time sitting at the foot of the bed. The pillow hit him square in the face.
Bucky placed the down-filled cushion beneath his friend's head and decided to test his luck.
"Toro," he whispered leaning close to his ear.
"Bucky? What are you," he yawned "doing here?"
"I needed to see you. You've been avoiding me." Toro blanched as he realized that he was not dreaming.
"I- well see... I can't I didn't mean to- to kiss you like that." He shifted nervously, trying to wiggle out from under Bucky's larger frame.
"Yes you did. I know you did." Bucky bent further over him to kiss him. Toro turned away.
"No I- it isn't okay. I shouldn't have." He was fiercely embarrassed and Bucky was so close to him that he could feel the heat of his body through the bed clothes.
"I thought you were over that. It's fine. I love you and you love me, right?" Bucky's pleading tone made his heart ache.
"No I don't love you. I'm just confusing you is all. You're better off without me." Toro tried to turn away so that he could bury his face in the silk of his pillow. Bucky held him fast.
"You're a terrible liar. Look me in the eye and tell me you don't love me, then I might believe it." Toro winced at his commanding voice, the same kind he used to rally troops.
"I..." Looking at his honey brown eyes shook his confidence in what he'd been told. He swallowed and tried to hold Bucky's gaze. Tears began to bud before he could stop them.
"Mmph!" His muffled cry of surprise sounded so loud in the quiet dark of the room that Toro was sure someone would hear and see Bucky kissing him.
"In case you forgot, I kissed you first. I started this and if anyone is going to finish it, it will be me. So what if we have to dance with girls and so what if I like to sometimes? I'm not leaving you and I won't let you leave." Bucky paused, realizing how he sounded. "Look, if you never stand up for anything, if you're never brave about anything else in your whole life I don't care, just stay with me now. I need you."
"I... I can't. You can't. What if-" Bucky cut him off.
"What if what? It's always what if with you. What if something goes wrong, what if we get caught, what if somebody knows!" He stopped, knowing how loud he'd gotten. "For once, just once, what if something goes right?"
FIN

Merry Christmas ani_bester.

Blah... sick.

2009-12-10T15:18:50Z

So... it is very near Christmas and work made me ill. Fantastic right? I passed out and so I got about a week off. I'm still not a hundred percent, but I'm doing much better. It's nothing serious, I'm just not allowed to do the work I was doing. I was baking, but that means heavy lifting and four ams. I don't do that well.
Still super excited about Christmas though. There is a big present for me from Mint and I don't know what it is! I want it now...

Because I was asked to and I just lost my computer...

2009-08-17T17:01:13Z

Compy fails me sometimes... I still have it but it forgot who it was so it's kind of painful. If I were technetic I would be much sadder about this. I'm going to see Ponyo tonight. I'm excited. Also I believe I am having D&D today. All is well with the world.

Argh. It is too hot to be outside and I work in a kitchen which is not air conditioned...

So... someone demanded prompts of me so I suppose I will prompt.

Agency Gabe plus a park plus a duck pond.
Zachariah plus a book and a drink plus escaping needy angels to enjoy the book and drink.
Robin plus Aria plus shopping.
Anything that begins with the Portal song (This was a triumph, I'm making a note here, huge success...)
Bucky plus any lines from Flawed Design or New Divide.

Happy now?

I got a JOB!

2009-06-03T02:19:52Z

I get payed and everything. I am now officially working two jobs, one as an agent for a financial broker and one is baking in the Tim's on Barrington and Sackville streets. I like the second one. It is so much fun, except for the starting at four in the morning and now I'm sleep deprived and running on energy drinks. Hooray. Oh well, at least I'm hopefully reading cards tomorrow for Camp Day.

I finally got FFTA2. Yup. Like a week ago. I'm almost done the plot missions.

I've been updating DA and I've been playing Neopets. Something is wrong with me... definitely.

Writer's Block: End of the World as We Know It

2009-05-02T00:36:34Z

Robert Frost speculated about the world ending in fire or in ice. Which do you think is likely to end us all: meteorite, global warming, nuclear weapons, zombies, or the superflu?

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I suspect that the world will most likely not end properly. I have no doubts about some form of intelligent life surviving. The most likely world end in that list will be global warming and "superflu." The most likely end that I actually expect at some point is whatever happens at the end of the recession. It will certainly be interesting to see who comes out financially on top of the situation. Regardless of who it will change the world from the one we know and I consider that to be an end.
I'd like the real end to be zombies though. I can handle zombies.

For Verlor, Enrico and Seto.

2009-04-28T02:22:36Z

Enrico and Seto are not my characters. They belong to Kouta Hirano and Kazuki Takashi respectively. If you want to see them in their natural habitats, look for Hellsing and Yu-Gi-Oh!

01. Enrico Maxwell
02. Mary Schmidt
03. He can't have a preference.
04. Blue and green.
05. "Married" to Jameson, the queen of Demons.
06. Mary, or Luna.
07. Enrico is a Maxwell. He can do anything he's ordered.
08. The last really interesting thing he did was become a paladin of the air by getting possessed by the Archangel Gabariel. With three other paladin (Fire, Earth, and Water) he saved the multiverse from imminent destruction.
09. Fish and Chips, London syle.
10. Luna, Mary.
11. Metal, Relient K
12. Losing his friends.
13. Finding his parents and finding out why they abbandonned him.
14. He's a Maxwell, he'll drop everything to do as his master orders.
15. He smokes when he's nervous and sleeps with Luna when he's upset.
16. That he didn't succeed in rescuing Mary from the Agency when she was six.
17. He uses Pantene hair products, nothing else.
18. "That's a strange shade of gray... am I dying? It's so cold..."
19. Trying to sleep with Jameson, who gets absolutly no pleasure out of it.
20. He helped burn down a good chunk of London during the attack by Millenium. He's worried that he might still be crazy.

01. Seto Kaiba
02. Gabe D'Angelo
03. Mostly straight, except kind of not quite completely. He's a Kinsey 2 or so.
04. Blue and white and silver.
05. Married to Luna.
06. Gabe or Anzu Mazaki. (Anzu belongs to Kazuki Takashi too. I just hijacked her.)
07. Seto does all sorts of crazy science/logic/math stuff. He's very good at it.
08. Well... he did rescue Nobody aka Alice from the depths of the Agency. He uses her like a dress-up doll.
09. Beef fillet with foie gras sauce.
10. Mary, Gabe, Joey Wheeler (though he'll never admit any of them, that and Joey belongs to Kazuki Takashi too.)
11. American pop music circa 1980-1999
12. Losing his family.
13. Being truly happy.
14. He's prideful and often does stupid things because of it.
15. He avoids people and often overreacts angrily when people aren't as smart as he thinks they should be.
16. Seto has lots of regrets... he just doesn't voice them. Besides, he has Double Depression, what's not to regret?
17. He's killed people, he has a huge crush on Gabe, whose mother is five years younger than him. He also has a crush on her.
18. "Koneko-chan, where are you? I need your help..." and then he died.
19. He slept with Gabe and neither of them remember doing it.
20. Everything. Seto pushes himself so hard to succeed and be good at everything so that he won't have to worry that he'll fail at something.

MEME!

2009-04-28T00:08:16Z

Pick ANY character of mine and I will tell you their:

01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Odd Skills/Skills in general
08. Last Amusing Escapade
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity

Flargle!

2009-01-31T18:22:24Z

So I'm back. Everyone's houses exploded somehow. It was crazy. First, the house we were staying in was under another apartment. The pipes froze because the tenant was in prison for beating his girlfriend. So water came pouring down the chandelier. The worst part is that there was a kitten upstairs that had been alone in the freezing apartment. The SPCA took the kitty away.
While I was gone the hotwater heater in my house lost its bottom. It didn't do much damage.
So... um... I got presents!

Christmas!

2008-12-20T01:36:37Z

So I'm off to Ontario for the Christmas things. I'm not sure I like the idea of flying very much, but I guess it has to be done. I'm just starting to feel nervous now and we fly out tomorrow, so I should be okay.
I'm getting Chrono Trigger DS for Christmas! It will be so wonderful. I'm almost done FFVIAdvance, so it will be good to have something for after. I'm finishing up drawing people their presents except Kai, who gets material things.
Also, apparently yawns are the way the body cools the brain down, and yawning helps the things that do it stay more alert. That's why yawns are contagious among social creatures (humans, monkeys, dogs, etc.) and not things like parakeets, the subjects of the study.

Something for verlor, for sort of a day-making thing:

http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2008/12/081217-new-raptor-missions.html

Um... book you say?

2008-12-06T18:55:40Z

Taken from a friend's journal:

1.] grab the nearest book.
2.] open the book to page 23.
3.] find the fifth sentence.
4.] post the text of the next three sentences on your blog along with these instructions.
5.] don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! just pick up whatever is closest.

" . . . 'Good Pangloss often used to argue that the fruits of the earth are common to all and that everyone has a right to them. According to his principles that Franciscan ought to have left us enough money behind to finish our journey. Have you really not got anything left, my fair Cunegonde?"

Um... who knew I would be reading Candide at the time?

Alternatively, since we all know I have a good portion of comics and the like, I have this for anyone who happens to be bored.

1. Grab the nearest comic or collection of comics, be it manga or Western or unclassified.
2. Open it to page 8.
3. Find the second panel.
4. Post a description of the scene as well as any dialogue.
5. And don't even think about digging for the "cool" or "intellectual" one you have, because I will know.

A school girl with long, light hair has an expression of surprise on her face. There is a barely visible angel feather in the foreground. The only text is the sound effect "flutter" as the feather falls.

Welcome to the crunch.

2008-11-26T16:31:10Z

I have something in the neighbourhood of three papers due tomorrow. A course reflection, a group project and a book review. On the plus side I finished the group project. This is good. The course reflection is for a class I felt was too third wave feminist to be a respectable science class... it's listed as a psychology course, not cross listed as anything else and it still managed to be about how men are ruining the world, and women's perceptions of themselves. Seriously...
Oh well, the book review is for a book I haven't read, and don't want to read.
Also, I have invented a new punctuation mark. It is called the commabracket, and it will be used in place of grammar errors such as "the paper, which I do not want to write, is supposed to be about three pages" and then there will be no more comma splice errors. This is to help some of the smartest people I know to stop failling at the grammar aspect of papers.

Whee!!!

2008-11-25T00:55:18Z

I got my engagement ring!

You know who else wore red?

2008-11-18T05:32:11Z

Winter Soldier, that's who. Bucky's back and I am possibly the happiest thing around. I have some TPBs now and I am super happy. Also, I will post a twelve page comic called Bloodshed. It shall be marvelous. There shall be tea.

While I'm at it, there is no m key on this keyboard. It is damn annoying. I love Kai.

I'M GETTING MARRIED!

I proposed on Halloween to Kai. (I WIN. Hah. I can spell and you can't tonight. Hah.) I forget why now... Kai really wanted an anniversary on Halloween. Like a lot. But it was not to be a marriage, so I did a wedding proposal. I proposed in costume. I was a vampire. I even had teeth. ^,-,^ <-- Is vampire smiley.

So I wandered back into the Hellsing guild and...

2008-07-23T17:45:07Z

I have to go see if I can make a reasonable post now. I left it alone while I was angry at it. Also, I really need to see Batman. I have my Batman cup and everything! Seriously. And it has a Watchmen trailer. *splodebrain*

So, uh...

2008-06-14T16:28:48Z

So I'm at the mall which has wi-fi. I do not currently have any such thing. I'm making a quick post to let everyone know I'm not dead and that I seem to have a weekend job. This is good. I know, it's been months. Also, I started reading Black Cat, which is a half decent manga. Not much more to say, except that Friday the Thirteenth is the only lucky day of the year for me.

Look! A post!

2007-12-10T02:03:41Z

So I didn't die, but here is a very short post on where I've been.

I got a boyfriend. He's sweet. Female to male transgender and I'm more masculine. 'Tis fun.

On the note of Hellsing fanfic, I am working on university, but there will be new fiction soon. I am in fact moving it all here so that people can find it more easily. I might consider making an archive or something, but I get really bored easy and I'm mostly lazy.

Did anyone else notice that the younger a writer is the more bitchy they find Integra? Why is this?

I learned how to play Poke-Mon about a week ago. Like the card game.

Seto is my hero.

I love DeathNote. Cassandra finally loves it too. All it took was a little YTV.

I'm working up the nerve to start an Iscariot fancomic. Everytime I think I can do it, Shine does an Iscariot storyline and I cry because I just can't match that.

Whee!

2007-08-05T17:25:20Z

Oh gosh, last night was awesome. I got to pretty much make out with Cassandra. Happy! So much kissing... She learned to kiss openmouthed and everything.

Okay... um... that may be one of those too much information things... anyway, she was drunk and I got to try Long Beach Iced Tea, which has like five wonderful types of liquor in it and is super strong. I had two. It was fun. Also, we hung out with construction workers. I feel very much like we should have walked home singing God Save the Queen, but we can't easily walk to Buckingham Palace. Sad that.

Drunk... truly drunk I mean, is not a fun feeling if you have to move. Luckily I had energy drinks and good music. I enjoy being made strange specialty drinks. The bartender had to get out the dictionary of drinks to find one for me. It was awesome.

Cassandra is not my girlfriend. Too many people think so. Her dad is going to flip. Lucky I will be no where near when he comes back. I might get killed. Still, best night EVER.

Drr! Drr!

2007-08-02T19:29:23Z

Oh my gosh drr people scare me. I half expect to see them show up around the corner or from behind doors or something. I read the Enigma of Amigara Fault... otherwise called the Drr manga. It freaked me out so badly. Of course I read it on a dark and stormy night like a good horror reader, but come on, it shouldn't scare me like it did. Oh well, Ringu and Ju-on scared me too so I guess it's just that Japanese horror is good like that. Dark Water was just surprisingly fun to watch.

In related news, I am now on a hunt for the Gyo manga. The Enigma of Amigara Fault is a sidestory in the back of one of the volumes, and the manga itself looks good to me. Walking fish! Yay!

Bah... I have to go to that work thing again... blah...

Woo!

2007-07-19T21:46:05Z

Okay, so wireless internet here is somewhat unreliable. It is the sads. Anyway, I found a new fandom I'm in love with. Trinity Blood is my new almost favourite thing. Nothing tops Hellsing for me right now sure, but Trinity Blood is pretty awesome. Oh right... I found the first episode of the Monster anime. Having read the first volume, I don't know how I'm going to like it, but I'm going to try to convince Cassandra to watch it with me.

I'm still keeping up with the Hellsing manga goodness. I love it to bits.

I'm highly sad that I can't get a hold of the latest Harry Potter book. I want to so much. I mean, the series has been going down hill for me but I want to see the end. Further to that, it had better be the end. I heard rumors of more than seven books or something. Oh well. It had better not be as unsatisfying as Order of the Phoenix was for me. That would be sad.

In other news I apparently have a kitten with Kai. This is happy making. Momo the kitty.

Also, the animals where I'm house sitting don't hate me anymore. The dog has hip problems, but she was so excited to see me that she jumped up like a puppy. I was so super happy.

Pom juice is like... my favourite thing ever.

Cassandra is no longer allowed to use elipses. They are bad for her.

I don't care how low people's opinion of me becomes, I still love MCR anyway.

Yay!

2007-07-09T01:47:41Z

Apparently I actually have more internet. And it's faster and everything! Yay! *happy dance* Oh it pleases me. Um... that is really all I have to say right now. I'll say more later I suppose.

In Spanico men have their cheeks cut so that they may eat the BK Whopper.

Blah! Not back, but posting anyway.

2007-07-03T19:51:52Z

Yup. Posting in my journal. I don't really miss home, except for the computer. I miss compy! And being able to drive to the pet boy's house and hang out there. Oh how I miss my friends and stuff! Oh well, in the meantime, I have a job and Pokemon Pearl. Yay! Take that Elite Four of Sinnoh! You think you've seen the last of me? Eat Legendary Pokemon! I mean... Uh... No, that's what I mean.

I've started the second book in the series of wonderful books of mine and the end of the whole series is remarkably depressing. The second book takes place in Japan, and I did a lot of research for it. Man was it hard. Next book goes all the way to Russia, the happiest country on Earth! Oh right... Russia's the sad European country... forgot about that for a second.

My job is interesting I guess. I spend six hours a day standing and getting things for people. I work in a conveinience store! Yay! I suddenly have so much more respect for Mom who works longer hours for less pay.

I miss university. I want to go back so much.

In still other news, I'm getting the blonde cut out of my hair soon. This should be interesting, as I think I'll have it dyed before I come back just for fun. I have a colour list and I can check off all the natural colours plus blue and purple. Now it is time for something like green or the really cool fire engine red. I like red.

Whee!

2007-06-01T16:04:33Z

Leaving for Manitoba soon. Tomorrow in fact. This will mean no internet for the summer. Sad that. However, I got my phone up. This is wonderful. This will mean Kai will be less bored. However, there is no service where I'm going. Sad that. Poor Kai. I will write that comic.

I must catch certain people up on the storyline. Bah storyline... So much stuff happened and it was so good! *happy dance* Oh Timothy, you and Gabe are so totally foils to each other.

Hellsing makes my day. I must make Hellsing, the abridged series. It will be wonderful. "Why did you crush your glasses Maxwell?" "That's the third pair this week... Looks like it's a trip to Vogue Optical for me."

Alternatively, "Last time on Hellsing, we were trying to follow the manga plot sort of. This time we'll turn that situation around 180 degrees!"

Paladin please me to no end, even though I sometimes dislike being Lawful Good. That's hard. Why? Why can't Paladin be just Good? Good thing I made elemental warriors. Fire is Chaotic Neutral, Water is Lawful Neutral, Air is Chaotic Good and Earth is Lawful Good. However, I think Fire could best be described as Chaotic Angst... but that's because Michael is an angst muffin. They all angst but not like s/he does.

My Paladin please me a lot. I'll shut up about them now. Just know I may not be back for a bit over the summer. Bittersweet that, but take heart fiction fans, I'll return and probably have A Day in the Life of... for everyone and Alucard's dog.

Quiz type thingy post

2007-05-25T19:22:51Z

Quiz results! I am a Ninja!

Fyerluna's LJ stalker is verlor!

verlor is stalking you because they have nothing better to do with their time. They are also stalking you in real life. Look out!

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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Which Biological Molecule Are You?

You are mRNA. You're brilliant, full of important, interesting information and you're a great friend to the people you care about. You may have sides to you that no one understands. But while you understand more than most people, you're only half-there most of the time.
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Your Score: a Ninja

You scored 11 Honor, 6 Justice, 4 Adventure, and 2 Individuality!

You are a soldier of the night. You rely on no more than your cunning and your repuation to strike fear in the hearts of lord and peasant alike. You've a sense of honor, but one that comes from within, not imposed from outside.

Black clothes and shuriken for you. You're gonna do just fine.

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SQUEE!